新的过客

新的过客冲冲进了我那残缺不全的日子,给了我生命的活力.
但我是否能够破除心里的樟碍去接受呢?

我在那里?

明明我就在你旁边,你却一点也没发现.
多少次的察身而过,你也没看见我.

我们天天都在同样的地方出现,天天走同样的路.
你还是在问,"我在那里?"

空气中不在有你的气味,一开始我就知到会有那么的一天.
我再也寻找不回你了.

陌生的地方

搬了新家,一开始的时候,很不习惯.因为那里是个陌生的地方.
不过没关系,我现在已经适应了.
感谢我的朋友们,每次我不开心或是需要帮忙的时候,你们总是在旁边.我真的真的懂怎样感谢你们.
我觉的我是一个富有和幸福的人,因为不管什么时候,身边总是充满了笑声.


那天,旧屋友说在学校看见我,说我整个人"残"的不的了...像那种,生意失败,家破人亡啦,什么什么都齐完了...我也觉的自己真的很"残"...披头散发,走路一直撞到人...黑眼圈,什么都有.haiz....

朋铀带我去参加华文学会的会议,其是也还好,里面我只认识顺宏一个吧了...哈哈哈....也没什么啦,我也不懂去那里干嘛的.不过也吧了,谁叫我接手了副组长的位置.>.<.......
ops....里面有一个查帐跟我住同一个地方,我还一起爬楼梯,真是倒霉到家....为什么会坏电梯的??????????????

如果你也听说

突然发现站了好久
不知道要往哪走
还不想回家的我
再多人陪只会更寂寞
许多话题关于我
就连我也有听过
我的快乐要被认可
委屈却没有人诉说
夜把心洋葱般剥落
拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候
想你更多
如果你也听说
有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我
好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和
舍不得又无可奈何
如果你也听说
会不会相信我
对流言会附和
还是你知道我还是我

stay in TBUN again

now is 12:24am,i stay in TBUN again...hehehe....im try to take a deep breath here.having my own space now...actully im also enjoy it.no need talk with ppl,no need care ppl feeling,coz im alone now.but im not loney...

just now,im try to finish my buzness assigment,but ,my eye almost close liao,hehe....everytime i open the niaga text book,im also feel sleeply..kekeke .XD...

ya,my family ask me move back to my own home,coz they are plan buy a car for me.so i no need stay in wangsa maju again...XD....in fact,i hv face some problem with some of my housemate,i had try to solve it,but they din.they hurt me so so DEEP.jus few of them.however,it alredy past,i wont let it contro my life,just let it past.i will recover soon.

some time,i just need my own space a while,no ppl will distrub me.of course i love hang out with more ppl,will feel joyful then alone.
take a breath here....im feeling happy now.
guys,no need worry me,im so lucky that i still have u all.

成长

不用挽留,不用再说什么.
当你越过那友情的界线时,一切就像泼出去的水一样.
当伤害变成习惯时,原谅是多余的.

你的胆怯让我失望,我在崩溃的边缘,你传来的是冷眼.
因为害怕,因为作不了住,所以选择看不见,听不见.
不用紧,我已经释怀了.

我的天空很大,我的世界的精彩从没停止过.
受伤,让我又成长了.

housemate

i become keep a distance with some of my housemate.i found that i cant make close with them.they not really understand me,and me too.when the time past,i found that some of our view point hv big diffren.
well,i wan to say it,i hv follow them go to the third time clubbing,it make me hv a sadly memory,and dont wan to recall it again.
i dont know how to face them again,since they never respet ppl.

2am online in tbun!

what a crazy thing that i hv doing right now...
im onilne in TBUN!!and now alredy 2am liao.....actully i also dont to do so .
but i hv to check my email,and i dont wan disturb my housemate agian.so i go down ,since tbun is near my house.so,.it is ok!
today ,i meet a friend in genting klang.SHE is a GIRL!!!...ok!
every time i go to genting klang also meet a GIRL FRIEND.

do i din any false thing,make u angry ?why u treat me so bad...im unhappy.=(

回归

如果这些全都是我的错觉.........
我希望我可以回归从前...
回归平静.

Diary

i think i never write things about my housemate in my own blog.hehe..since i alredy posy their photo here,so ,just try to write someting.the place that i live call Wangsa Maju,it is so so .not too bad.the thing i din like is i need to walk around 10 minut to bus stop to get my collge bus.waste my time.hehe...so far,i hv live well in here.just some time will happen some unhappy .oh ya,i forget to intro one of my ex-housemate.he is call Jason.he help me a lot,always take care evryone in house.now ,he was gone to england for futher study.Good luck to him.im always bless to u .hope can see u again.=)even u never view my blog...hehehe
all right,another thing is ,my housemate are become love to clubbing..hehe...it seems like very fun and fresh to them.i remember that i first time follow them go clubbing,i m get drunk untill vomit like hell.hehe...what a crazy day i have that day...but after that,it make me hv a bad memory on clubbing.for me,clubbing is no fun at all,and untill now,if i try drink the alkohor,i will vomit again and again.Yuck.....i hate it!!!!well,thiz it my first time..hehehe....after that ,i hv follow them again.my second time,hohoho....i know im not a good student,cant take it as a leson...yayayaya.....it is me.but thiz time ,i din drink any alkohor ooo.....even one glsaa also no.hehe...then what i had drink wholed nite???i drink COKE...kakakakaka..is ok,coz they mix the chivas with coke.then better i choice coke.yeah...i love coke more any drink in the club.
it is fun nite,coz i din get drunk!XD....but my housemate almost drunk liao.so i hv to take care them.u know,guy after get drunk,it will become like a baby....swt....wan it wan that....an very "chao"hahaha....but,in the end ,we hv a fun nite.they hv plan go to next week,should i follow???hehehe...i know u all will say"CANT"...YA,i know de.hehe...see how first ,since i get sick now...T.T...the virus from one of my housemate,who is call NGU...in fact,is me go to kacao him first ,coz he get sick...how know i also kena liao....haiz...suan la....fate ar...hehe....all right,i think thiz my most long englis post in there.just for fun.

屋友

现在的屋友,生命中的过客.

加油

和朋友在“网咖”上网，最近还是一样，情绪还是一样的低落。
我发现自己开始不像自己，患得患失的。终日神不守舍。哈哈哈哈。。。。搞什么啊。
但是，我会好会的，不用担心。
WANGSA MAJU的屋友最近迷上了CLUBBING。我也随他们去了两次。第一次喝的烂泥那么醉，幸好有屋友的照顾。第二次，我却没有哦。但是舞池的音乐震动令我比没喝醉，还要好受。
哈哈哈。。。。自从身边的朋友知道我开始去夜店的时候，全部都很担心我。放心，我会照顾自己的。
也对啦，我是STPM的考生叻，怎么可以流连在这些地方么？？？呵呵。。。。我会听话的，放心。（^.^)
我开始收拾心情去温习了，我会加油的！你们也好好加油哦！

近况

无论生活的节奏多快,我还是慢慢的过活~
我想这才是最适合的生活方式吧.呵~~

很久都没有写关于我的近况,自从我搬了出来后.
我的生活也还好,只是心情最近很低落...有时候,我感觉自己快要崩溃了.但也找不到原因.傻了我~~~
有时候,我宁愿,自己躲起来.躺着,开着音乐.然后可以不动,就绝对不会动了.哈哈哈哈...好懒的感觉.
今天买了一支小瓶的精油回来,叫做WATER ....呵呵....因为她的香味我很喜欢...不会太腻.
我的学业啊....惨咯.......死的惨惨....趁假期好好补救~XD...........
我的友情,最近,我发现,你比我还要坚强哦....我真的很惊呀.没想到.其实有时候,我真的很容易就把自己困在角落,自怜自哀...你却让我有了新的发现.谢谢你啦,我的好朋友.
感情啊....最近身边出现很多"不明物体"...我都已经很不爽你了,你可不可以离我远点啊???

就这样啦,下次在写过.呵呵~

不够

每一次见到你,我都觉的很受伤...
我知道我不够可爱,不够小女人.
所以你越走越远了....